CW,

I know you lied to me. I know you talked bad about me, even to my own friends.

I have saved you life over and over again. I am the best thing that ever happen to you PERIOD.

You will regret your decision one day because the consequences for all the pain/devastation you have caused Rich, Mandy, and I; and giving me the worst birthday, as well as worst Christmas of my life... A TREMENDOUS, HORRIBLE, KARMA will naturally go back to you 100x WORST... GUARANTY.

You might be able to hide under make up and fake pretty face, but your evil, empty, ugly soul CANNOT HIDE from the TRUTH, the one above, and the LAW OF ATTRACTION/LAW OF KARMA. Yes, you are right, "You are like a cancer to all men", your own EVIL actions will form a TOXIC CANER that will DESTROY your own SOUL.

Have a good Christmas with your "friend" in Austin!

Take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories, I don't need um
Take your space and take your reasons
But you'll think of me
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me

Someday I'm gonna run across your mind
But don't worry, I'll be fine
I'm gonna be alright
While you're sleeping with your pride
Wishing I could hold you tight
I'll be over you
And on with my life

Letter to tell the truth...

To show you are truly sorry and sincere, for all the hurts, lies, and bad things you said and did to me... please write a letter and explain the truth and no more lies and hiding… And, send it to all your friends (Mandy Tang, Mandy Ho, Jasmine, Ada, Marcus, Allen, and etc.) and all of my friends whom I have introduced you to…. And cc me… In your own words, write a letter with the following content (again in your own words):

Back in 2007, for about 2 1/2 years, I was devastated and very very depressed… and even suicidal at times. It was DCH (use my real name) who show up in my life… at first, to help me get through this, cheer me up, and then after my divorce, provided emotional support, unconditional love, lend me money to buy car, paid for my vacation, bought me diamond necklace, and help give me a perfect 30^th birthday…

During this time, he wanted to leave several times, but I always pulled him back time and time again, and at times, I would say I would kill my self to keep him around. And he would do what ever it takes to save me and cheer me up… including staying with me at the worst time of my life.

However, in return for his unconditional love and care for me, I have time and time abandoned him, giving him one of the worst birthday of his life, as well as one of the worst Christmas of his life time. I also gave him many broken promises/lies, talk bad about him with my friends and even with his own friends, and all I did was take, take, and take from him and return to with pain/hurt/devastation. Once I felt I got my emotion back and other rich guys opportunities show up in my life, I then throw him away like a piece of shit and never even thanking him for giving his heart in order to save my life.

I would let everyone knows that I am strong and brought my self up from my divorce… however, it was him whom brought me up from devastation and save my life.

I am sincerely sorry DCH for all the unbearable hurt and pain I purposely have caused you and left you for dead over and over again...

Thank You for saving my life, again and again.

SCM

Happy Birthday x 3

Happy Birthday x 3

For one birthday when you are sad and depress, I gave you simple dinner with lots of love, support, and Bevo and all…

When you want perfect 30^th, I gave you diamond and trip to paradise… and be a clown to your friend…

You gave me the worst birthday of my life for my 37^th… and then more tears and sadness for my 38^th…

Once again, for my 39^th, gift of more broken promises yet to come…

Happy Birthday to me!

When one takes unconditional love/care and return with selfish greed...

How a man would give unconditional love/care to a woman whom save the woman over and over again.... but the woman just take/take and then leave him over and over again for her selfish, greed for fame and money... eventually the enormous pain inflicted in the man has changed this once virtuous man to do malicious deed... but, at the end, his love/care for the woman still overcome all his hatred for this greedy, wicked, confused woman...

How a man save a woman from total devastation and she return with pain/hurt for his compassion/love given to her:

How/Why a virtuous man changed:

At the end, hurts and pains are ever where...

Evil and Greed are by nature... and can never be tamed

Once upon a time, a man found a severely wounded, poisonous, young snake in the wood with beautiful color. Amaze by the beauty and having compassionate heart; the man would care for all the wounds on the snake by feeding blood to the snake. At first, the snake is too weak and young to attack but needed/loved the blood giving to the treat the wounds from the willing man. Then, as the snake is starting to recover and mature, it starts to suck more/more blood, as well as injecting more/more poison back to the man. There are times when the snake will have the needs to run free... and she would let go. Or when the man can’t take the poison, and tried to run away. However, whenever the snake's wounds start to act up, she always desperately find a way to chase down the man for more blood… knowing the man weakness… his compassionate heart. The man having the love and care attached to the poisonous snake and having the hope that his blood will not only help the snake recover, but change the snake to be non-poisonous, he is willing to let the snake continue to suck his blood and inject poison into his veins... as the poison has already filled his body and into his soul.

As the snake continue to recover, the feeding is not just for the wounds, but for the snake's natural animal hunger for blood... she bites bigger and harder... and so, the bite becomes more and more ferocious and the poison become more and more lethal... Only when the snake finally almost recovered 100% and see many other men available who has much more abundant blood to give, she lets go and use her recovered strength to go and bite others... she will eventually realized that although there might be abundant of blood from many men, she will not be able to find blood that contains more genuine love and care... she will eventually believe that this is the only blood she wants (the truth is that no blood can ever tame/satisfy her greedy hunger). However, although she might be able to find this man again one day... sense, smell his blood... and even can almost taste it in her mouth; his blood will never ever be available to her evil desire again... and will not bleed for cold, malicious, empty corpse… because his blood will only be given to virtuous, loving soul.

Loving Heart vs. Cunning Mind

I gave you hope when you got none.

I gave you love when you need a hug.

I gave you confidence when you want to end it all.

You gave me lies when hope can’t be promised.

You toyed with my love and gave back pain.

You took my confidence and told me sorry.

You got my affections when you want; then told me “Sorry” and “Oh Lord…”.

I am not stupid, but sor…. because I used my loving heart to communicate with you… you used your cunning mind to deal with me…

No, loving heart can’t win against cunning mind…. But cunning mind will defeat your own soul…. justified karma will come your way…

The world doesn’t know the truth… but the truth can’t hide from you, me, and God…