This week... I ran into her at a Restaurant by accident... it really affected me, as I think it has also affected her as well... very emotional... I don't know if this is good or bad. I do feel it was good to see her and know that she still has feelings for me and I do have a lot of feelings and emotions for her, and still care for her a great deal. However, we can't go any where with this feelings and emotions.... She did send me this song (chipmunk version) and chatted with me... this is the first time in months... what ever it is, I am still moving forward toward my goals... I do feel stronger, better, and confident... and got lots to do... and will do it!

I keep hearing this song in my mind... over and over again...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y6ZKuSKvtZI&feature=related

With You

It is just an incredible feeling when I am (was) with Siu-C-Mui... there is just no one in this world can affect me like she does... SCM.